Sorry i didn't tell earlier...

but i gave up on this blog.

probably temporarily, but gave up anyway.

I'm living here now.
And this is my journal.

Cheers.

Ouch.

My feet hurt.

Saturday night was awesome.

Alleast now yu wont forget me :D [yes, yu hehe :)]

_{am i blessed nuthing serious happened haha}

Kinda sick, but haha definitely worth it.

Too hangovery to type anymore right now :P

copy-pasted this shit from my DA journal. feh :D

Its the weekend..

Again, for both your sake and mine, lets pretend the hiatus never existed. Im not saying its over, though.

Nuin much the last few days.

My drums are better Yea gettin there.

Learned some mallu from my classmates. Gonn make it regular, that way i wont forget.
i hope.

Clicked some kickass pics with a 6-second shutter, will upload soon.
Two words: Phone. Light. Glossy guitar. Yes i know that's WAY more than two, but that's what they say, so i hadta put it anyway.

Let a friend bore himself out playing Avatar on my pc. Cant say i didnt warn him

Destroyed Vermilion on the guitar hehe. Yea shifted it slightly here n there. Lets just call it a cover

Got my bike keys back [FINALLY!]. Been lying up in my friend's room for like a week i guess. And neither of us has been using it. - -'

Chatted in hindi n telegu [well yea i was typing in english, but still was worth the effort ]

Talked back to the hostel wimmy friend bout the best friendship in DC comics ever = Bats+Supes. And a few other superlatives, such as most powerful [weapon= GLRing], most dangerous [man on earth= BatsAgain], biggest [yes-yes-dont-we-all-know-powerGirl-], etc etc.

Skipped my daily laps. Feh. Its a friday. Also, I dont have any flab to lose. Damm, id be blessed to have flab

Chatted with an old schoolmate. Thanks for sympathizing with a lost engineering-student.

Taught my classmate some math..

..NOT! - -'

Ok wait all that was today. Yesterday, i...

...

Frig AMNESIA!!!


_{no big plans this weekend though}

BTW...

My IQis 143. I checked a coupla days back. What a total waste.

Crazy friggin day.

Woke up at 6.30 in the morning. What a waste.

Showered before school. What a total friggin waste.

ACTUALLY had breakfast before school. - -'

Classes went calmer than usual. Intro movie plan for the game changed in the morning. For prolly the 99th time now. Gave Shankar the objects list I'd initially planned.

Ran to the library to take a crap. (Cleaner loos nowhere around) <--Why is this line in here?!!

Ate out with the guys. China valley.

N started paying for my stuff myself. Hopefully maintain expenses.

FINALLY decided to install COD-4 on my PC. (Now I'm wondering why I waited this long.)

Akhil came over in the afternoon. We'd planned to play COD over LAN, but friggin multiplayer cudn't find each each other's servers in the list.

Skipped Lab again. My attendance must be WAY below the limit now.

No dinner. Again.

Shankar called for a meet. Intro movie plan changed AGAIN. WGW!!

Honestly, tired. But what the heck. Can't waste today by going to sleep already.

And the elevator was full, so I hadta run up the 6 floors. And push the lift 'up' button on each floor. Ha! Sweet revenge.

My roommate's watching some freakish anime called 'The law of ueki', in which EVERY-FRIGGIN-ONE talks like a 6-year old, includin this giant monster that looks like Pikachu's twin brother. And they havta scream out their attacks, even AFTER which the opponent doesn't think up a proper counter. AND they ACTUALLY havta scream out things like, "Damn! My shot missed him!!", or, "Damn! His shot is coming straight at me!!", or, "Damn! He just jumped 5 feet in the air!!", ALL about stuff that is happening right in front.

*sigh.

Crazy infection they gave me on my birthday's back on my neck. And it burns. So much. So. Friggin. Much.

Prayers.

I miss my cousins. So much.

Woke up pretty early today. Shower last night. Not since.

Made a lista things to do/buy today, none of which I finished/bought.

Miss my cousins and Dy so bad.

Stayed good in class today. With great marriages come great responsibilities. Even if they're not mine.

And I know what I'm saying doesn't make sense.

I'm just constantly changing myself, trynna find that near-perfectness I wanna be.

I just typed wannabe, with a space in between.

Amitav uploaded my bday pics on fb. Without my "consent." Legally, that's rape. And he's guilty.

I'm still wondering when the A.C.'s ever gonn be installed in our room.

Hate this place.

The game thing's still pretty strong. I guess. Shankar called us up for a meeting. Parta the burden off my shoulders now. Huge part. I was s'posed to sketch all the characters, being prolly the only 2-D guy 'round here. But someone (God bless that soul) pointed out that taking pictures and using them as references for the 3-D models would be simpler and quicker, and Shankar agreed. 1-up for me.

I'm just depressed. Spoke with Susu last night. She didn't sound well.

And the net won't work on more than one computer at once. So Amitav decided to get another connection. And I split the costa that. Will just use it when he's not.

And I won the 2nd place in some Superhero/Supervillain contest someone had put up on DA. My entry was the Subzero pic. I guess the story part did the trick. I get a free 3-D model made by him/her (forgot), an O.C. of my choice by another deviant (whose works were the cartoonish sketch-pen typos), and some other stuff that I forgot.

I just realized "cartoonish sketch-pen typos" might not really sound like a compliment, which I intend it to be.

No progress on the Subzero-bad-guy pic. Due to lethargy. I'm scientific and dunno what "lazy" means.

Uninstalled NFS-MW, Warcraft, and CS. Then decided t'reinstall CS due to clan obligations.

And Fag says there's a she-male in our class. I really honestly dunno any equivalent word that prolly doesn't sound so rude. Need t'work on my English.

And I still can't moonwalk. MJ was one big guy.

G'nyt. Prayers.

So shit tired.

Guys called us for a match.

I am SPEECHLESS.

1. They don't use CS 1.6

2. One of em doesnt even know fadetoblack. Probably all of em, cant say for sure.

3. They don't play on the standard maps. No dust2, train, inferno, nuke, SHIT!!! [They're asking for fucking ICEWORLD!!]

4. They shit lost it when we kinda pawned em thrice-in-a-row in dust2, after which they started complainin bout the map. [Refer point 3]

5. They NEED friendlyfire off.

I am SO FRIGGIN dunno-wat-to-say. Pull my hair, maybe.

T'make it worse, no router or lan network. 8 PCs on ad-hoc.

ARRRGGHHH!!

I'm back again... again, again.

Dunno why I'm givin these... lapses in my blog. Its prolly following the same pattern as my memory.

Did I just say something?

Nyways, this entire period I didn't write in 5 words: British art bored elemental home.

Im pretty sure no part of that is comprehendable, but hell, each word played a big role in the past 3-4 weeks.

And most importantly, its grammatically sound. I guess.

Nyways, wasted the entire day as usual. Woke up at noon, went on a day-long diet. The internet, as usual again, played female baddie and had me stuck to her most of the day.

Ravi uncle stopped by here on his way to Stafford. Stayed for a coupla days. He's leaving tomorrow. So we went out for dinner, Abishek's family (sans Abishek*), Ravi uncle n missus, n us. Had a good tym, seeing them after ages.

Apparently, they were impressed by my art, and it felt nice, but I kno that this is the least of my capabilities. Gave him my DA link.

And for daddy, remember: www.safesurgery.com. (in case I forget)

Zero progress on the bad guy piece I'm currently on. Someone on DA FINALLY (whew) responded to my frantic cries of colour. [That sounded hell poetic, frantic cries of colour.] Fingers crossed, lets see where this goes. Inshallah, I'll get my break pretty soon.

And Dad decided to postpone new-lappy plan to tomorrow. It WAS disappointing, t'say the least. I wuz WAITING the WHOLE friggin day, and WAITING is not the same as waiting. Its a whole lot worse, with more foot-tapping and jerky neck-twitches.

That sounded eurrgh! But nyways, I wait the whole day jus t'hear we're doin it tomorrow. It was SO FRIGGIN angrappointing**. But meeting Ravi uncle and Anu auntie kinda lifted my spirit back up. I know I wasn't my usual self (being all calm n trynna be the "good" guy), but it still did kinda make me feel better, knowing that these guys knew me right from when I wuz a dwarf***. So, I kinda forgot about the lappy for the 4-5 hours they were around.

And now that they're back at Abishek's place, the lappy's back in my thoughts.

Btw, Savio started his new blog today. Twas prolly the reason why I REMEMBERED I DID have a blog, and that there ARE people who've subscribed to the feed. Well, according to feedburner atleast.

So, the lappy's back in my thoughts, but well, I'm now a happy man and ready to die. Happy, that is.

[Sigh] That is so balanced ei. Everytime I get to the good part, Im ready to end it. And everytime it goes wrong, I HAVTA try making it right before I end it.

Whatever that means. I'm not right in the head right now. I'm sedated. Heavily. Honest. Except for the heavily part.

BING!! Angels & Demons DVDrip 100% complete. And that, cops, is reason enough to prevent me from going on with my normal life, breaking down all the castles I've ever built in air, making salami from all the chickens I counted before they hatched, and throwing me into the dungeons. I KNEW I wasn't right in the head. In the left side, that is.

Right in the left. Slight strain...[hiphop guy saying "Yo" here]...in my left brain.

Honestly, I'm crazy. Shoot me quick.

Balding Tom Hanks calls. Buh-bye.

ALMOST FORGOT. Talked with my ex today. She told me she's "in love" with someone else. I have no idea what that's s'posed to make me feel. Or even what that's intended to make me feel. Nyways, I KNOW that there'll never be anyone like her.

What a relief :P

Nyways, in accordance to the never-disappoint-anyone covenant I made with a special someone, I have no feelings against her, and, honestly, hope she's happy with whoever she is or will be with.

That might sound dumb, but I had 3 sentences in mind and thought I'd just put em all in one.

And misfortune awaits anyone that wrongs her.

Relief again that its only those who wrong her and not wronged her.

Jus kidding. I know my share is coming too.

Cant believe I jus wrote, what, 13 sentences bout her. That's a record. And definitely unintentional. I swear. I just counted for the heck of it, and it happened to be 13.

[Correct my bad english... yourself IN YOUR HEAD.]

Sorry, guys, but Tom Hanks' feet are lyk goin 350Hz. THAT is what I call not being able to wait.

And what you're s'posed to call 'this guy aint right in the head.'

G'nyt. May the Force be with you.****

Edit: Awesome U-turn at 37:38 in the movie. Jus plain FRIGGIN pro.

Edit: French beard dude plays awesomeness hero again 41:54.

Edit: 58:54. The music is loud in my ears, but I don't dare turn it low. Im fixed.

Edit: All said and done, Dan Brown did write the book beautifully.

Edit: The time is 03.38. Movie's done. Dilemma over sleeping when I'm not sleepy. It IS spelt 'dilemma', ryt?

*Abishek left yesterday for Hyderabad.

**Pissing+Disappointing

***A person approximately 3 feet tall.

****Funny how widespread this phrase has become. It wuz like more than a half year ago I made it up, and hell, I got some random guys sayin it to me now. Or its prolly there in Star-trek, on second thought.

I'm back again... again.

Been a while since I wrote here. Lotta stuff's happened. I won't bother yu with stories now. Once again, like time and before, for both your sake and mine, let's pretend the hiatus never happened.

Well, something I've been waiting a long while to say in public: I can't wait to flush when I'm peeing.

I dunno if this counts as saying in public though.

The time's 23.35, 10.06.09. Pretty early up my daily routine, I must say. Its kinda hard to distinguish morning from night these days.

And my Creative Zen X-Fi is starting to jump the gadget-glitch bandwagon. I fell victim to my first bug today. I'd added another main menu item: "Rarely Heard." I held the 'back' button to jump to the main menu. It jumped. And the 'System' menu item was missing. It was a bitterfunny* moment. Turning off and back on didn't solve the problem. So I did what a million people out there using the same player must've done atleast once by now: Push the reset-button.

I dunno what made the guys at Creative put a reset-BUTTON. Where did the ever-trusty reset-HOLE go??

Still looking for the silicon skin for the player. Been thru loads of stores. The only guys who kept it was Emax, AND IT WAS OUTTA STOCK!!

Restocked sausages and croissants today.

My mom seems to have taken a liking to the new beanbag we got. As I'd feared.

Missed South Park again today.

Waiting for the next Tears to Tiara episode. I spoilt it for myself by reading the story already. Octavia also marries Arawn. I CUDN'T WAIT!! This anime is oh-9 trash. A million-year old boring plot with an awesome concept and characterization. Arawn reminds me of a certain someone from Devil May Cry, though. Hmmm...

I've moved to the living room. For this entire summer, most prolly. WooHOO!! More space=> more stretching and lying around.

K, Lady Gaga calls. Gotta go.

Honestly, I'm just leaving cuz I dun really feel into this right now.

*Bitterfunny: Kinda like bittersweet. Only its a moment where yu're pissed+amused rather than sad+happy.

Going...

...thru changes.

Have a lot to write about!! LOT!

But I'm not gonna. Consequence Worries.

This.

S.M.I.A.L.

Crosshair Pulls.

Crush crush Crushes, crush.

Functionality Crypting.

Wannabe Faktory Lessons.

Bridging Wires.

Unbelievable, but song of the day: Love Story, by Taylor Swift.

OMG!

Re: Almost the best I get here...

Got classes at 8 in the morning. Not sleepy yet.

Trying to tweak my internet down/up rate. Max i get is 589/500 Kbps round here. Exact. Average is not worth even whispering, so lets not go there.

Had a clan match today. Whipped cream. Ice ass.

Apparently, cl_bob 0 makes the weapon not moving. OMG! BAD ENGLISH!!

Wish there was summin like cl_recoil 0. Whoa!

The nuke jump is still a dream. For me, that is.

We're gonna game in the classroom 2om.

Where's my beanie?

Song of the day: Kiss me thru the fone, by Soulja Boy Tell Em.

I never gave...

... a girl a stuffed toy, just to make things clear.

Almost the best I get here...

Yesterday was one big day.

To my own surprise, I managed to wake up at 3.30am. Le nous quatre- plus Vibhor, minus Kiran- got som random bus to Blore. We took up the entire space on the back seat, very courteously. Som guy helped us find our way from where we got down. God bless. He even payed for our way to M.G.road.

Filled our morning tummies at McDonalds. Filled our eyes too: early birds. Yikes. Roamed computer shops for more than a couple hours, till we found stuff we needed. Amitav got himself an MX-518. Vibhor got un too, along with a small Speed Goliathus... or was it medium?

Talking bout sizes, THE @$$#ol3, hmmm... its dat easy for him to get an erection?!

XD. I just hope he knows what he's talking bout. Fake shit.

Just for the record, I stayed dry yesterday. In all senses.

Did a lil gaming at The Edge, whose reputation was 10 times the actual shit. No NFS takers. Does MY rep actually precede me DAT MUCH?! Geez, I'd rather be a noob. Lolx.

And whoa! Sunday CHICKS!! 3 perfect 10s! Gotta make these trips more often.

I used to think lol (and all other derivations) was a lil too wannabe. But its essential here at VIT gaming. Hence my language. Apologies.

Somehow caught a train at the 20th hour, 27th minute. Pretty far from the 11th hour. On the other side.

Dep: 20.30.

Guess everything after that was auto-pilot, cuz I remember turning the lights off in my room. Only.

Still havent caught on with that sleep. Nice evasion mechanism, I guess.

I seriously need serotonin. Everyday between 11pm and 3am. After that, I wish I could store the extra serotonin in vials or summin.

But grace cannot be saved. Gotta use it when yu still have it. He decides when yu should have stuff, and when yu can't. So don't worry about getting "more than yu deserve." Its always exact. God's a good businessman.

Talking with my EX-girlfriend right now.

I miss her.

Hence, she's staying EX(!!), no matter what :P

Gotta check up on those female-hunting skills of mine. Have gotten a bit rusty since last tym.

Drunk me, I'm not trust. Heh.

Gnyt.

Correct me if there's any mistakes here up.

Pick up where we left off, and get smashed again!

Got ripped today. Day before, actually. Not yellin it out here jus to embarass myself. I'm a really shy guy. lolx.

I suddenly see everyone polling on who the hottest girl in their branch is. Wannabe fad, or devout knowledge-seeking? Or jus plain my-girls-gonna-win-this-one feelings?

Oh well, might as well go with it.
I WANT MY GIRL TO WIN!!

Who's my girl again?

Got a bad cold. There's a tissue-box to the right, and a "tissue-bin" to my left. Frig!

Clan F.A.W.N. needs upgrades. Hopefully get em today.

Listening to Crack a bottle, by Eminem.

blah.

I miss the Ivy rap. And whoever made it. Heh.

Nowhere plans postponed to 2om morning.

I read that some congress dude called Obama, 'the abortion president,' after he lifted those Bush restrictions. Seriously, what was he even thinking?! Obama, I mean...

What am I talking about?

Cya den. Poker face next.

Me bored.

LOTTA stuff happened over the week, but im just too "busy" to write it down now.

Got kicked outta programming classes. Permanent, aparently. Till i get the permission from our program manager, atleast.

She was crying in class, after i gave her the finger and walked out. That's the best version I've heard so far.

Will try not to skip breakfast from tomorrow. Try.

Got the 12k for the rest of the hostel fee. Going "nowhere" this weekend.

Blah blah. Randomness. Randomisery.

Picked a new t-shirt for myself yesterday. Weak.

Havent had more than 6 hours of sleep in the past 24x3 hours. Still, I find this...captivating? lolx.

Prince of Persia is awesome!! Elika's the sexiest one yet, barefoot and all.

Agree with the prince: Farah really is a DONKEY!!

Cya 2om.

s.m.i.a.l.

Song of the day: Miss Independent, by Ne-yo.

BIG BLOW...

...not to my ego.

Song of the day: Paper planes, by M.I.A.

We had our I.T. test today*. It was an hour-and-half exam. I came out 10 minutes after they gave us our sheets. Don't even wanna try.

The bank application thing for next year's hostel got rejected. Will hafta take it on Monday now.

All I wanna do is [bang-bang-bang-bang] and a [click-ching] and take your money.

She rules, man!!

Cya.



*the last 24 hours.

Elaboration.

I posted the last un just a couple minutes back. Don't trust what blogger says. Its called exploiting your resources wisely. I put the time on just to show when I actually wrote the post. Couldn't upload it cuz our WiFi server was shut down.

For a while. It came back on in the afternoon, but I was too busy hugging everyone back to the hostel.

Had Differential math yesterday. And Programming today. Tests, I mean. As one idiot I know likes to put it, I got 'royally screwed.'

Like I care. Still.

Hence, song of the day: Gangsta's Paradise, by Coolio.

Old school totally rocks!

And just to leave you hanging, I met Charu yesterday, after months, probably...