BTW...

My IQis 143. I checked a coupla days back. What a total waste.

Crazy friggin day.

Woke up at 6.30 in the morning. What a waste.

Showered before school. What a total friggin waste.

ACTUALLY had breakfast before school. - -'

Classes went calmer than usual. Intro movie plan for the game changed in the morning. For prolly the 99th time now. Gave Shankar the objects list I'd initially planned.

Ran to the library to take a crap. (Cleaner loos nowhere around) <--Why is this line in here?!!

Ate out with the guys. China valley.

N started paying for my stuff myself. Hopefully maintain expenses.

FINALLY decided to install COD-4 on my PC. (Now I'm wondering why I waited this long.)

Akhil came over in the afternoon. We'd planned to play COD over LAN, but friggin multiplayer cudn't find each each other's servers in the list.

Skipped Lab again. My attendance must be WAY below the limit now.

No dinner. Again.

Shankar called for a meet. Intro movie plan changed AGAIN. WGW!!

Honestly, tired. But what the heck. Can't waste today by going to sleep already.

And the elevator was full, so I hadta run up the 6 floors. And push the lift 'up' button on each floor. Ha! Sweet revenge.

My roommate's watching some freakish anime called 'The law of ueki', in which EVERY-FRIGGIN-ONE talks like a 6-year old, includin this giant monster that looks like Pikachu's twin brother. And they havta scream out their attacks, even AFTER which the opponent doesn't think up a proper counter. AND they ACTUALLY havta scream out things like, "Damn! My shot missed him!!", or, "Damn! His shot is coming straight at me!!", or, "Damn! He just jumped 5 feet in the air!!", ALL about stuff that is happening right in front.

*sigh.

Crazy infection they gave me on my birthday's back on my neck. And it burns. So much. So. Friggin. Much.

Prayers.

I miss my cousins. So much.

Woke up pretty early today. Shower last night. Not since.

Made a lista things to do/buy today, none of which I finished/bought.

Miss my cousins and Dy so bad.

Stayed good in class today. With great marriages come great responsibilities. Even if they're not mine.

And I know what I'm saying doesn't make sense.

I'm just constantly changing myself, trynna find that near-perfectness I wanna be.

I just typed wannabe, with a space in between.

Amitav uploaded my bday pics on fb. Without my "consent." Legally, that's rape. And he's guilty.

I'm still wondering when the A.C.'s ever gonn be installed in our room.

Hate this place.

The game thing's still pretty strong. I guess. Shankar called us up for a meeting. Parta the burden off my shoulders now. Huge part. I was s'posed to sketch all the characters, being prolly the only 2-D guy 'round here. But someone (God bless that soul) pointed out that taking pictures and using them as references for the 3-D models would be simpler and quicker, and Shankar agreed. 1-up for me.

I'm just depressed. Spoke with Susu last night. She didn't sound well.

And the net won't work on more than one computer at once. So Amitav decided to get another connection. And I split the costa that. Will just use it when he's not.

And I won the 2nd place in some Superhero/Supervillain contest someone had put up on DA. My entry was the Subzero pic. I guess the story part did the trick. I get a free 3-D model made by him/her (forgot), an O.C. of my choice by another deviant (whose works were the cartoonish sketch-pen typos), and some other stuff that I forgot.

I just realized "cartoonish sketch-pen typos" might not really sound like a compliment, which I intend it to be.

No progress on the Subzero-bad-guy pic. Due to lethargy. I'm scientific and dunno what "lazy" means.

Uninstalled NFS-MW, Warcraft, and CS. Then decided t'reinstall CS due to clan obligations.

And Fag says there's a she-male in our class. I really honestly dunno any equivalent word that prolly doesn't sound so rude. Need t'work on my English.

And I still can't moonwalk. MJ was one big guy.

G'nyt. Prayers.

So shit tired.

Guys called us for a match.

I am SPEECHLESS.

1. They don't use CS 1.6

2. One of em doesnt even know fadetoblack. Probably all of em, cant say for sure.

3. They don't play on the standard maps. No dust2, train, inferno, nuke, SHIT!!! [They're asking for fucking ICEWORLD!!]

4. They shit lost it when we kinda pawned em thrice-in-a-row in dust2, after which they started complainin bout the map. [Refer point 3]

5. They NEED friendlyfire off.

I am SO FRIGGIN dunno-wat-to-say. Pull my hair, maybe.

T'make it worse, no router or lan network. 8 PCs on ad-hoc.

ARRRGGHHH!!

I'm back again... again, again.

Dunno why I'm givin these... lapses in my blog. Its prolly following the same pattern as my memory.

Did I just say something?

Nyways, this entire period I didn't write in 5 words: British art bored elemental home.

Im pretty sure no part of that is comprehendable, but hell, each word played a big role in the past 3-4 weeks.

And most importantly, its grammatically sound. I guess.

Nyways, wasted the entire day as usual. Woke up at noon, went on a day-long diet. The internet, as usual again, played female baddie and had me stuck to her most of the day.

Ravi uncle stopped by here on his way to Stafford. Stayed for a coupla days. He's leaving tomorrow. So we went out for dinner, Abishek's family (sans Abishek*), Ravi uncle n missus, n us. Had a good tym, seeing them after ages.

Apparently, they were impressed by my art, and it felt nice, but I kno that this is the least of my capabilities. Gave him my DA link.

And for daddy, remember: www.safesurgery.com. (in case I forget)

Zero progress on the bad guy piece I'm currently on. Someone on DA FINALLY (whew) responded to my frantic cries of colour. [That sounded hell poetic, frantic cries of colour.] Fingers crossed, lets see where this goes. Inshallah, I'll get my break pretty soon.

And Dad decided to postpone new-lappy plan to tomorrow. It WAS disappointing, t'say the least. I wuz WAITING the WHOLE friggin day, and WAITING is not the same as waiting. Its a whole lot worse, with more foot-tapping and jerky neck-twitches.

That sounded eurrgh! But nyways, I wait the whole day jus t'hear we're doin it tomorrow. It was SO FRIGGIN angrappointing**. But meeting Ravi uncle and Anu auntie kinda lifted my spirit back up. I know I wasn't my usual self (being all calm n trynna be the "good" guy), but it still did kinda make me feel better, knowing that these guys knew me right from when I wuz a dwarf***. So, I kinda forgot about the lappy for the 4-5 hours they were around.

And now that they're back at Abishek's place, the lappy's back in my thoughts.

Btw, Savio started his new blog today. Twas prolly the reason why I REMEMBERED I DID have a blog, and that there ARE people who've subscribed to the feed. Well, according to feedburner atleast.

So, the lappy's back in my thoughts, but well, I'm now a happy man and ready to die. Happy, that is.

[Sigh] That is so balanced ei. Everytime I get to the good part, Im ready to end it. And everytime it goes wrong, I HAVTA try making it right before I end it.

Whatever that means. I'm not right in the head right now. I'm sedated. Heavily. Honest. Except for the heavily part.

BING!! Angels & Demons DVDrip 100% complete. And that, cops, is reason enough to prevent me from going on with my normal life, breaking down all the castles I've ever built in air, making salami from all the chickens I counted before they hatched, and throwing me into the dungeons. I KNEW I wasn't right in the head. In the left side, that is.

Right in the left. Slight strain...[hiphop guy saying "Yo" here]...in my left brain.

Honestly, I'm crazy. Shoot me quick.

Balding Tom Hanks calls. Buh-bye.

ALMOST FORGOT. Talked with my ex today. She told me she's "in love" with someone else. I have no idea what that's s'posed to make me feel. Or even what that's intended to make me feel. Nyways, I KNOW that there'll never be anyone like her.

What a relief :P

Nyways, in accordance to the never-disappoint-anyone covenant I made with a special someone, I have no feelings against her, and, honestly, hope she's happy with whoever she is or will be with.

That might sound dumb, but I had 3 sentences in mind and thought I'd just put em all in one.

And misfortune awaits anyone that wrongs her.

Relief again that its only those who wrong her and not wronged her.

Jus kidding. I know my share is coming too.

Cant believe I jus wrote, what, 13 sentences bout her. That's a record. And definitely unintentional. I swear. I just counted for the heck of it, and it happened to be 13.

[Correct my bad english... yourself IN YOUR HEAD.]

Sorry, guys, but Tom Hanks' feet are lyk goin 350Hz. THAT is what I call not being able to wait.

And what you're s'posed to call 'this guy aint right in the head.'

G'nyt. May the Force be with you.****

Edit: Awesome U-turn at 37:38 in the movie. Jus plain FRIGGIN pro.

Edit: French beard dude plays awesomeness hero again 41:54.

Edit: 58:54. The music is loud in my ears, but I don't dare turn it low. Im fixed.

Edit: All said and done, Dan Brown did write the book beautifully.

Edit: The time is 03.38. Movie's done. Dilemma over sleeping when I'm not sleepy. It IS spelt 'dilemma', ryt?

*Abishek left yesterday for Hyderabad.

**Pissing+Disappointing

***A person approximately 3 feet tall.

****Funny how widespread this phrase has become. It wuz like more than a half year ago I made it up, and hell, I got some random guys sayin it to me now. Or its prolly there in Star-trek, on second thought.